要怪自己!

昨天我的好姐妹打了一通超坏的电话给我。原来成绩出了。
this call make me down like hell.... when she told me the result, my brain are remain BLANK on that minute~~
soon after that, i make myaelf calm 1st, leave it away..
but in side my mind, yoh... the phrase are keep on flash back!!!!
hem...ookokok i tell myself is ok!!

9.30 pm arrive my HOME SWEET HOME..
whats wrong?!all are fighting only... haiz...house dirty only ma, ma clean lo.. why want fight?
is it after fight the house will become clean?dear brother, u can go out. i can clean the house de, dun worry. so dun scold mother ok?
dear mother, dun scold brother, u still have a daughter help u clean house de~~
dear father, please sit down!see i clean house!!!how old r u ady?!!
haiz... to my family:is a small problem only...dun alwaz fight~~

0004am..
i send a msg to "you":
你知道吗?自从和你一起后，所有时间都给了你，你没去珍惜过，反而还要求更多。
你没向我说过谢谢。
你一放假，我就必须逃课配合你，你说你weekend不能放假的，希望我配合你。
我得到的是什么?我接近考试时，我对你说，别来找我，我想温习功课。你竟然说不可以，还问我是不是找别人。你来我家后，又要我陪你看戏，陪你吃饭。你有考虑过我吗?
我要告诉你，kahyee call我了，成绩出了。我全部fail完!你知道吗，我活那么大，第一次fail.还要fail完全部科目。
我要对你说声谢谢。晚安!

haiz.....wat a life!!!! i very very de down and unhappy~~~
but i can tell who...damn myself!
never mind..很快就结束了~依漩你可以的!!!
要面带笑容面对一切!!!